Psalm 38 A Psalm
of David, to bring to remembrance.
Make Haste
to Help Me
March 22,
2015
Lynchburg,
Virginia
EXHORDIUM
The
Psalmist is here stricken with his own sins. He is so stricken that he nearly
despairs of God. In such a condition, man is sore pressed.
Furthermore, he is beset with enemies.
He is weak and his enemies take the opportunity to hit a man while he is down.
If
he feels afflicted by God, where can he turn? If he is unable to withstand his
enemies, how will he stand? Only to God, which is what he does.
As
we read this Psalm, we should keep in mind the nature of Scripture. It is
inspired. God meant for us to have it. This psalm is gut wrenching. David has
sinned in some way but he is still God’s man. But he is struggling and
desperate.
God
wanted us to know this. He wanted us to be able to relate to David’s troubles
in our own troubles. David was God’s man, His king, a prophet and yet he
suffered greatly. He sinned. He had formidable enemies.
Of
course, this is also true of Jesus. But in some ways, we relate better even to
David, as he was not God in the flesh but a man fully beset with his own fallen
nature. But it pleased our God that Jesus would suffer. It pleased our God that
David would suffer. And so we ought not to expect a life without sorrow,
without a sense of our own sinfulness, without deep trouble, without enemies.
And,
we should respond like David, even in a desperate plea, “Make haste to help me,
O Lord, my salvation!”
EXEGESIS
1 O LORD, rebuke me not in thy wrath: neither chasten
me in thy hot displeasure. 2 For thine arrows stick
fast in me, and thy hand presseth me sore.
The Psalmist here calls upon God’s mercy. He has
reason to know that God is angry with him and yet He calls upon God to know
overdo His anger.
Do
we know God in such a way as to be able to speak to Him, thusly? Would we call
upon God to hold His hand of chastisement and punishment from us, even though
we deserve it?
He
knows that God will chasten him, but he calls upon God to cool off first. This
seems a strange way to speak to God. But perhaps not if we appeal to God as
Father. Certainly, fathers understand the temptation to chastise in a hot mood.
A wise father will let the immediate occasion simmer down before he pronounces
a sentence of judgment. In the emotion of anger, a raw judgment may flash out.
Children
understand this as well. If they know that they have done wrong, they often
ease into the telling. They may want mother or a sibling to tell father about
what has happened. Why? Because the child knows that if his good father has
while to think about it and work through his own anger first, he is likely to
deal more graciously and mercifully after.
David
is asking God to simmer down, to cool off, to not discipline in the heat of the
moment.
Arrows
stick fast (sachat), hand presses sore (sachat). God is upon him and the pain
is intense.
3 There is no
soundness in my flesh because of thine anger; neither is there any rest
in my bones because of my sin. 4 For mine iniquities are
gone over mine head: as an heavy burden they are too heavy for me. 5 My wounds stink and are corrupt because
of my foolishness. 6 I am troubled; I am bowed
down greatly; I go mourning all the day long.
7 For
my loins are filled with a loathsome disease: and there is no
soundness in my flesh.
The
Psalmist is keenly aware of his need for close fellowship with God. In this
breach, he knows that his health is failing because of sin. He has no soundness
in his flesh, no rest in his bones. He is overwhelmed with his sins. He cannot
bear the weight of them.
We
do not know if his body is literally sick and stinking or if this is a metaphor for his spiritual condition. But he
says his loins are filled with loathsomeness and there is no soundness in his
flesh. Clearly, his sins have caused him to become ill in some way. He is
suffering, perhaps depression, perhaps other sorts of sicknesses.
In
this suffering, He does not blame God. He blames his foolishness, his own sins.
He
has no joy. He goes mourning all the day. He is seems stuck in his sin and
cannot get out.
You
get the picture of a man who is really in despair. He is so weighted down by
his sins that he hunched over, ill of mind and body.
8 I am feeble and sore
broken: I have roared by reason of the disquietness of my heart. 9 Lord, all my desire is before thee; and
my groaning is not hid from thee. 10 My heart panteth, my
strength faileth me: as for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from
me. 11 My lovers and my friends stand aloof from my
sore; and my kinsmen stand afar off.
He
is feeble and broken. That is not how we normally think of David. He is strong
and well put together. His heart is disquiet. The depressed person often seems
quiet. Their words cease but the disquietness of their heart is racing
thoughts, no peace.
His
hope is expressed to the Lord, his desire but it is not answered and he moans
and groans in anguish.
He
has a racing heart, perhaps panic attacks. His eyes are dim and changed. The
usual sparkle is not there. He feels and looks lifeless.
Not
only is he suffering personally. His suffering has caused strife among his
friends and family. He is broken but he is broken in a way that does not cause
others to come to his rescue. Instead, they flee from him. In a sense, he is
left utterly alone.
Given
the stave of David’s mind in this Psalm, I don’t think we can say that his
judgment is totally clear. He says his lovers and friends and kinsmen stand
aloof. They are far off. But anyone in his condition would feel like he is
being ostracized. Perhaps the reality is not the same as his perception?
Someone
caught in the midst of despair or depression often feels this way. They feel
abandoned by God, family and friends. They are watching the world around them
but not participating in it. This could easily be perceived as others standing
aloof when the reality is that the afflicted party stands aloof. This is a very lonely place.
12 They also that seek after my life lay snares for
me: and they that seek my hurt speak mischievous things, and imagine
deceits all the day long. 13 But I, as a deaf man,
heard not; and I was as a dumb man that openeth not his
mouth. 14 Thus I was as a man that heareth not, and in
whose mouth are no reproofs.
His
enemies take his condition and suffering as an opportunity to heap more trouble
upon him. Think of Job’s friends here. But David has real enemies and they take
his weakness as an opportunity to pounce on him.
He
has confessed the weight of his sins. But he may have sins in mind that are
completely different than those sins that he is accused of. One caught in depression suffers from a keen
awareness of his sins and failures. But that is not the same thing as real
evils perpetrated against others.
David’s
enemies spread rumors about him while he was weak. He was so weak, in fact,
that he couldn’t even answer them. He was distraught but beyond defending
himself against their accusations.
15 For in thee, O LORD,
do I hope: thou wilt hear, O Lord my God.
David
hope is somewhat feeble in this Psalm but it is not absent. He puts hope in God
to rescue him. He knows that he cannot defend himself and so he calls upon God
to defend him.
Although
this is an extremely difficult place to be, it is not a bad place. If God is
your only possible hope, when relief comes, you know that it is from God.
16 For I said, Hear
me, lest otherwise they should rejoice over me: when my foot
slippeth, they magnify themselves against me.
David
is aware enough of the situation to realize that his enemies will take
advantage of him in his weakness.
17 For I am ready
to halt, and my sorrow is continually before me.
He
is ready to halt. He is ready to give up. He cannot shake his sorrow.
18 For I will declare
mine iniquity; I will be sorry for my sin.
In
this condition of great sorrow, David was still honest before the Lord. He did
not hide his sins from God. He was sorry for his sins and sought relief and
help from the only place he could really achieve it, from the Lord, Himself.
19 But mine enemies
are lively, and they are strong: and they that hate me wrongfully
are multiplied.
David
is expressing his own self loathing in this Psalm. He has sinned. He has been
foolish. He is burdened and weighted down by it. But he also understands that
his sins and the sins he is accused of are different things altogether. His
enemies wrongfully multiply. The multiply based upon lies not upon the truth of
David’s sorrow.
EXHORTATION
20 They also that render
evil for good are mine adversaries; because I follow the thing that good
is.
It
is not inconsistent to be beset with your sinfulness while at the same time
following after God. It is true that the Lord desires us to be full of the joy
of the Holy Spirit. But it is also true that the Lord desires us to hate our
sins and to turn to Him for relief.
It
is the common experience of the saints to have seasons of remorse, doing battle
with the sins of the flesh and of the mind. At these times of weakness, there
is sometimes doubt as well. It is encouraging here in this Psalm that David is
in a bad state but He does not doubt God’s love for Him. He turns to God as His
only hope.
It
is also interesting and true to experience that your enemies do not cut you any
slack when you are not doing well. They heap more trouble upon your head. Your
friends should understand and encourage you in such times. Do not expect your
enemies to do so. Furthermore, at such times, you find out who your friends
are.
21 Forsake me not, O
LORD: O my God, be not far from me.
David’s
final sentence sounds like a plea of desperation. He feels forsaken so he is
calling upon God to not forsake him. It seems as if God is far from him so he
is calling upon God to be near.
The
fact is that God has not forsaken David. When we turn to God in repentance for
our sins, He is near. But we may not have that immediate sense of His nearness.
Sometimes we do and it is a great blessing. But sometimes in His wise providence,
He leaves us longer so that we cling to Him more.
It
is good that David is waiting upon God. God seems far from David but David has
no where else to turn, no one else to turn to. If God does not deliver him, he
will not be delivered and so he casts himself upon the Lord.
22 Make haste to help
me, O Lord my salvation.
This
verse is an excellent one for what it means to be saved. David needs saved from
his sins. He needs saved from his physical condition. He needs saved from his
enemies. He needs saved from his torment of soul. Essentially, David needs
saved in every sense of the word.
He
recognizes that this salvation can only come from the Lord. But again, he feels
that if God does not save him soon, he will be lost. Make haste to help me, O
Lord my salvation. Lord, I am trying to hold on but I cannot hold on much
longer. If you do not show up and save me soon, I will perish and the evil men
will prevail.
I do not want to trivialize our
struggles against sins and enemies. But we do understand this concept when we
watch a movie. The hero is beset with his own failures. Furthermore, he has
enemies that are trying to bring him down. The hero is the good guy but the
enemies use his own flaw to try to destroy him. And the climax of the movie is
always that point in which the hero is so beset with his own failure and the
threat of the evil enemy that it looks like all is lost. It is only at that
point, that he comes to find help, either through repentance and a
transformation of his own soul, or outside forces come to save him.
Unfortunately, the Disney theology is
simply, “Believe in yourself.” So, if you think you are strong enough, or great
enough, then you will be. But that is not the Biblical theology. Disney brings
us to our knees until we believe in ourselves. God brings us to our knees until
we believe in Him.
There is a huge difference. If we
believe in ourselves and save ourselves, we get the glory for doing so. If we
believe in God and He alone is our salvation, then our suffering and rescue
redounds to His glory. And that is what we are called to be and do, servants
who glorify our Father in Heaven.
So, let us not despise the trying time,
the trials that prove that God is our Father and our only hope of salvation.
And at such times, let us cry out like David, “Make haste to help me, O Lord,
my salvation.”
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